hai fellows. quite a month i didnt check on this smelly blog. well, life keep on moving and i just have to go on with the flow. harini, all students of mjsc pendang are ask to go home. wow, awesome! and i take on a ride with hanisah and syahirah. at first, everthing went well, suddenly god just wanna test our SABAR. hihi. the car broke down and we came back home on taxi. but it is an interesting experience though. i've learnt a lot, thanks so much. it may look disaster but for us we take that as a test from HIM. then, everything went as planned. i arrived home safely at 10.30 welcomed by my lovely mom at the gate. gosh, i miss her! it is almost a month since i left home.
being a 16th year-old-girl is not as easy as it look. but it may be easy if we turn it easy. so, thats what i am trying to do. make everything happy and good although it not, make everything seem nice although it worse. that's my way. let my face smiling eventhough my heart suffers. i am a girl who prefer attention but when i didnt achieve that instead of being ignore everytime, sometimes it hurts. but it doesnt mean i have to stay sad and crying like a deadmen. let it go just like nothing happen and go on with my life as usual. i think that's the best thing to do.
looking everyone happy with what they want and what they dreamt is not an easy thing for me to handle. it takes some time for me to recover but i just have to. i believe HE had planned all of this for me and i accepted that with a big redha. but when i am all alone and nobody by my side, its hard. yeah, its hard. i kept thinking.. why me? but i believe the answers will come sooner or later. i just have to be a little patience :>
just hide it away, simple kan? told ya'
POSTED BY asmaa agus ON Thursday, August 25, 2011 @ 11:48 AM
